Monday, 18 August 2014
The Quest of Milarepa
PART TWO
-
Obeisance to their lordships
the teachers
Especially do I pray them
of their grace to be my refuge
-
When ye look at me
I am an idle
idle man
When I look at myself
I am a busy
busy man
-
Since upon the plain
of uncreated infinity
I am building
Building the tower
of ecstasy
I have no time
for building houses
-
Since upon the steppe
of the void of truth
I am breaking
Breaking the savage fetter
of suffering
I have no time
for ploughing family land
-
Since at the bourn
of unity ineffable
I am subduing
Subduing
the demon foe of self
I have no time
for subduing angry foe men
-
Since in the palace of mind
which transcends duality
I am waiting
Waiting for spiritual experience
as my bride
I have no time
for setting up house
-
Since in the circle
of the Buddhas of my body
I am fostering
Fostering the child
of wisdom
I have no time
for fostering snivelling children
-
Since in the frame
of the body
The seat
of all delight
I am saving
Saving precious instruction
and reflection
I have no time
for saving worldly wealth
-
Since upon the mountain
of limitless truth
I am tending
Tending the wild horse
of self knowledge
I have no time
for tending sheep
-
Since out of clay
of flesh and bones
I am building
Building up
the miraculous reliquary
I have no time
for molding sacred images
-
Since upon the apex
of the triangle of my heart
I am raising
Raising the butter flame
of clear light
I have no time
for offering the sacred fire
-
Since in the temple
of the undifferentiated void of bliss
Before the image
of the tranquilized mind
I am offering
Offering
perpetual oblations
I have no time
for formal worshipping
-
Since upon the sheet
of pure mind
I am writing
Writing
desire-less characters
I have no time
for painting sacred pictures
-
Since in the skull-cup
of the very void
I am churning
Churning the poison
of the passions
I have no time for churning holy butter
-
Since in the close retreat
of good intent
I am cherishing
Cherishing as friends
the sentient beings of the six kinds
I have no time
for cherishing kinsfolk
-
Since in the presence
of the fathers the teachers
I am burdening
Burdening my soul
with counsel
I have no time
for growing old in ordinary ploys
[taken from "The Message of Milarepa", John Murray, London, and Grove Press, Inc., New York, 1958 republished as Songs of Milarepa by Dover Thrift Editions, 2003]
Thursday, 7 August 2014
Disgust
Don't let this poem be successful
as a work of art
Lest the circumstances
and complaint
which led to its creation
be things you come to celebrate
as good things in themselves
Hope
A poem written in two times
In one time now
your grief is ever present
In the next
this thing it was
that you lost will have been
restored to you
Wednesday, 6 August 2014
Poetic Mood
Poetic mood
foretelling doom
Up on the moor
and in this room
I walk my dog
and talk with God
Outside the door
Thy staff and rod
Will lead me to the valley
Tuesday, 5 August 2014
Beneath the Sun
Turn the flower
to the left or to the right
It depends which way
you're looking at it
From above or from below
-
Beneath the sun
This is
how the flower
that you planted grew
Your tea is ready
for you now
-
Two armies
crossing at the border
occupy each other's land
They're two completely
different things
Too late to sleep
perchance to dream
Extinction of Man
Meat is murder
Murder me
With candle light
blow out the candle
Dig my grave
with broken sandal
I'm not waving now
I'm drowning
-
Go away a little closer
to your Father and your Mother
If you take just one step closer
that will be one step too far
Not for you but for me
Metal monster in the forest
Burning is too good for you
Time Together
She might be doing any number
of ten hundred thousand million
billion other things
So why do you think she necessarily
wants to speak to you ?
It's time
you spent
some time together
-
In the belly
of every rich man
dwelleth a demon of hell
Try to have as little
as you can to do
With fast roads
air travel pest control plastic bags
measurements of information
Grasping after other people
grasping at yourself
Sunday, 3 August 2014
Alter Ego
Directly understanding
that I don't exist
Or seeing all the world in signs
That point to the same meaning
Clearing cleaning
being feelings
of the
alter ego
Each Side Portions Blame
Each side apportions blame
unfairly to the other side
Subject in their feelings
to the influences
and limitations
of the natural order
Creating new relations
by their own free choice
Modified in unseen ways
by the choice of others
-
In a dream once I saw
a vessel on the sea
at midnight in a storm
Flying uncontrolled
with torn sails and broken spars
through the wild sleet and winds
and waves of the night
And on that awkward deck I saw
holding to the rail
fast fading in the dim light
and flashes of the lightning strike
the figure of a woman dying
In the beauty of her face
by what strange uncanny vision
did I see that now
she seemed to find
enjoyment in this terror ?
In the dislocation of her mind
of which she was the centre
and the victim ?
(adapted from "The Flying Dutchman" by Walt Whitman)
Manly
You see now
what the friendship
of the world is
What all ceremony
embraces
and plentiful professions come to
You are no more
to believe a professing friend
than an enemy
who threatens you
And as no man hurts you
that tells you
he'll do you mischief
No man you see
is your servant
who says
he is
"The Plain Dealer" by William Wycherley 1676
"Drama in Performance" by Raymond Williams 1921-1988
Open University Press 1991 (p.89)
The Middle Way
(from the Majjhima Nikaya)
Ariyaparisyesana Sutta
Lord Buddha gives an account
of his quest for Enlightenment and how
he began to teach the Dharma
Kakacupama Sutta
Lord Buddha says that "a mind of hate"
goes against his teachings
Even if bandits are sawing off your limbs
He uses the example of Vedehika
seen as gentle and peaceful
until the day she loses her temper
Angulimala Sutta
Talking of bandits
we'll meet Angulimala
Who through meeting Lord Buddha
abandons his life as a homicidal criminal
and helps a pregnant woman to give birth
Culamalunkya Sutta
Malunkyaputta threatens to abandon
the spiritual life unless Lord Buddha
answers some big questions
He doesn't get what he wants
but Lord Buddha explains why
Kosambiya Sutta
The monks in Kosambi are quarrelling
and brawling and stabbing each
other with verbal daggers
Lord Buddha investigates
Shame
David
when he sees
how your government colludes
With the atrocities of Israel
Baby Ivan weeps in Heaven
Thursday, 31 July 2014
Mother's Wishes
-1-
Blessed is he who tries to do
what his Mother wants him to
On her knees once she held you
clothed you fed you till you grew
-2-
To be a man through and through
you must respect both old and new
Now you owe her what is due
the foot is in the other shoe
-3-
By your first steps full well you knew
your Mother's wishes went with you
From birth to death you know it's true
she only wants what's best for you
-4-
So blessed is he who tries to do
what his Mother wants him to
And woe betide the ones who choose
their own way for they're bound to lose
-5-
A man may be a Father too
and do just what he wants to do
But blessed is he who tries to do
what his Mother wants him to
Eid Mubarak
They say Ebola is indiscriminate
although Europeans do seem
to have some degree
of immunity
There is no cure
for this virus
There are no treatments for it
In Liberia now at last the people
are starting to bring out
their sick relatives
It is very difficult to eat
to sleep to wake up
She like so many others
is infected isolated
Fighting
an unseen killer
-
While peace is an empty word in Israel
it's business as usual for the rest of us
How can we sleep at night ?
I think we can all go
straight to hell boy
In Gaza war is the only word
they want to hear
A blessed word
full of promise for the future
-
Extreme right-wing
groups taunt the crowds
of anti-war demonstrators
Now there are
no schools left in Gaza
Now there are no children
left alive to go to school
Even now
won't you apologise ?
After the death of so many
innocent civilians ?
No I won't
I'm sorry about that
but I won't apologise
-
Born from the womb of her dead mother
who was killed two days ago
a baby girl survived
But today she died
They buried her next to the body
of the mother she had never known
-
What do we want ?
And when do we want it ?
I'd like a nice bowl
of fart flavoured soup
With a vomit burger
deep fried foetus and placenta
And lashings of ultra violence
with blood piss and shit
The Man Who Wasn't There
-1-
As I was walking up the stairs
I met a man who wasn't there
He wasn't there again today
"I wish that man would go away"
-2-
As I was coming down again
I asked him if he'd be my friend
He said, "Why not? Since I'm not here!"
Then I saw him disappear
-3-
Now I see him in the hall
He isn't really there at all
If he isn't there today
I'll ask that man to go away
Adapted from "Antigonish" (1899) by William Hughes Mearns (1875–1965)
As I was walking up the stairs
I met a man who wasn't there
He wasn't there again today
"I wish that man would go away"
-2-
As I was coming down again
I asked him if he'd be my friend
He said, "Why not? Since I'm not here!"
Then I saw him disappear
-3-
Now I see him in the hall
He isn't really there at all
If he isn't there today
I'll ask that man to go away
Adapted from "Antigonish" (1899) by William Hughes Mearns (1875–1965)
Tuesday, 29 July 2014
My Self Pity
Tathagata Vajrasattva
delights in my self pity
Nothing could delight Him more
Than to revel in the Glory
of my impure mind
Enjoying
through this association
With the darkness of my delusion
and self craving
My despair
My loneliness
and feelings of self pity
All the Secrets of my Heart
-1-
I can walk
I can talk
I can sing
I can dance
Play the game
Take a chance
in the dark
-
I can cook
Read a book
Write a sentence
Take a look
at the trees
And the flowers
in the park
-2-
I can speak
I can listen
If I don't know
what I'm missing
When I stop
Then I'll know
how to start
-
I can think
I can question
To explain
the confusion
I can tell you
All the secrets
of my heart
-CHORUS-
Tomorrow tomorrow
I love you tomorrow
You're always
a day away
-3-
I can run
I can jump
If I get
a little grumpy
I can always try
To tell you
how I feel
-
I can call you
on the phone
And invite you
to my home
For a chat
With some wine
and a meal
-CHORUS-
Tomorrow tomorrow
I love you tomorrow
You're always
a day away
-4-
I can laugh
I can cry
Say hello
and goodbye
See you later
alligator crocodile
-
I can wait
for the moment
I can even keep
my silence
Give the customers
good service with a smile
-5-
I can swim
I can ski
I can skate
on the lake
In the summer
I can take you
to the park
-
I can eat
I can drink
If I don't know
what to think
I can tell you
All the secrets
of my heart
-CHORUS-
Tomorrow tomorrow
I love you tomorrow
You're always
a day away
-6-
I can swim
I can ski
I can skate
on the lake
In the summer
I can take you
to the park
-
I can eat
I can drink
If I don't know
what to think
I can tell you
All the secrets
of my heart
The Eskimo and Inuit
The Eskimo and Inuit
use their intuition
To guess emotions and intentions
of those who inhabit
warmer regions
to the south
Who sometimes come to visit
First they ask do you know how
to build an igloo in the snow
And when you answer yes or no
then can you get into it ???
On Mossy Bank
On mossy bank of gentle stream
lay your body down to dream
of ordered ranks of angels
standing giving thanks
to God and Man
In recognition
that the river
from the streams
where waters gather
flows out to the never never
where the future can't be found
Bullied by Statistics
This person in the future
that we always want to be
He isn't really you
and he isn't really me
If you stop to think about it
then I think you'll see
That this person in the future
may be just a fantasy
-
After all it doesn't really matter
if we never get there
If those we meet along the way
can find their own way home
-
Your future self
isn't really you now is it ?
So do what you're told
Be kind to your future self
Why should I or anyone
be bullied by statistics ?
To Strangers
To strangers
who don't know me
I appear as a ghost
In myself
I am none other
than the primordial union
of common and ultimate perception
But those who know me well
just call me by my name
And heap up
upon that one short
syllable of human sound
A mountain of unjustified abuse
with vicious condemnation fit for Kings
and indeed even such insults that would shame
the lowest creatures of the gutter
While from time to time
I seem to hear
the murmur
of faint
praise
Gaza South Sudan
I woke up around one
I can't believe
I can't believe
today is a good day
-
Back from the future
three days before
the bible ever was
Which means the end
of the beginning
Back before the future
of the first three days
Back from the beginning
of the end of the beginning
Which is starting
when you're lifted
from an early grave
-
No one's gonna
look after me now
No one's gonna
care for my baby mama
-
Climbing up
over the edge
You reach the top
of the hospital fire escape
Fertile barely legal
Now your body's just a number
in another news report
Wednesday, 9 July 2014
All Roads
All roads lead to all roads
All roads lead to one road
One road leads to all
All roads lead to all roads
All roads lead to every road
Every road leads to every road
Every road leads to all
Tuesday, 1 July 2014
Satori
I paint with my hands
and I write with my mouth
I spit it out
Syllable by syllable
until you get the point
Until it pokes you in the eye
Monday, 30 June 2014
The Egoist
If I wasn't such a coward I would kill myself
'cos I hate my life and I hate myself
If I wasn't such a coward I would kill myself
'cos I hate my life and I hate myself
I hate my life
and I want to die
I hate myself
and I wish I was dead
Posterity
At the age of 61
he died and was quietly buried
in the churchyard of the village
several miles outside our town
Of mourners there were few
but in time many famous writers
and critics of the day would come
to recognise his talent and his genius
And soon there after
people came from far afield
to show their admiration
For the poems and the stories
of this fragile unhappy
and neglected
solitary
man
Here we see them even now
standing silent in respect
Face to face
with the headstone
of his unmarked grave
Here we see them even now
standing silent in respect
Face to face
with the headstone
of his unmarked grave
Friday, 27 June 2014
Beneath our Feet of Clay
With golden talk of peace and love
and silver tongues of fire and war
With singing bowls of bronze
and copper in our hands
And swords in scabbards
made of steel
We test the metal of our minds
Giving praises to the Gods
Without true knowledge of ourselves
by force of circumstance and chance
How can we call our work divine ?
-
With shame we walk upon the Earth
in search of crystal springs of water
Where we sit with Mother Nature
weeping for our sins
We try to wash away the past
These sediments of broken glass
gathered here in reservoirs
Beneath our feet of clay
Tuesday, 24 June 2014
The Wolf
First of all we can start
by giving something back
Perhaps by not trying
so damned hard
To keep it all
just for ourselves
From the top down
to the bottom up
From the tallest highest branch
of the giant redwood tree
To the grain of black dust
which is the seed of the poppy
From tiny hatching turtles
to top ranking birds of prey
For their own sake
and for our better nature
Let the wild places flourish
and a thousand flowers bloom
Attempting
to understand them
One among them
in the pack
A habitat of
trout filled lakes
And forests roamed
by grizzly bears and moose
In the clearing there ahead
stood a solitary wolf
The Echo of the Starting Gun
-1-
We'll give no quarter
till we're done
And by God
expected none
Said the Father
to the Son
Before the game
was half begun
-2-
We'll give them all
a damned good run
For their money
just for fun
And see them fall down
one by one
From break of dawn
till setting sun
-3-
They'll hear us shout
come on come on
The race will soon
be lost or won
And then they'll know
who's right or wrong
And hear within
the victor's song
The echo of
the starting gun
Before the Flood
Behold the Cross
upon the line
Between
the light and dark
A curve of motion
through the Ocean
Swimming
like a shark
Who scents the smell
of flesh and blood
We tell our tale
of hate and love
From time
long past
Before the Flood
when Noah built the Ark
Sunday, 22 June 2014
From Head to Toe
In between eternalist and nihilist extremes
meaning feeling in the moment now
or so it seems to me
Cleaning cobwebs from the ceiling
where the paint is peeling off
I don't know what I'm perceiving
but I like to dream
Agree or disagree believing
this achievement
is complete
Appearances
can be deceiving when
you're staring at your feet
We Believe
Observe this
We believe that you'll find it fascinating
I don't know who you are
Either of you
But yes you do
You know them well
They are you
The man who regrets
and the man who forgets
They are your past and future selves
Gallifrey shall fall no more
Tough Love
No one knows what you know
and if they did they wouldn't tell you
No one knows what you know
and in that act of knowing now you come
To understand how you are called to serve
the wishes of your God
Thursday, 19 June 2014
Trust in Me
Passive aggressive
Everybody has a faith
Everybody needs someone
If you don't need me
around right now
It won't be long before
you need someone else
Liking or disliking
is a two-way street
If you repeat yourself too often
then people find you boring
But if you break
your promise to them
then they won't trust you
Sometimes it takes a long time
to get your vindication
In Good Faith
I'm glad to know
you have a faith
Yes I'm an anarchist
in the same way I'm a good vegetarian
Because I eat meat
What can you say when people tell you
that their teacher disappears in photographs ?
The best ones are always the ones
you didn't think worth writing down
So now you can't remember
Young Ones
Undeterred by the critical
bottom burp it received
Our four influential young Turks
set out once more
Riding the last train to oblivion
We can do exactly whatever
we bloody well want to do
And you know why ?
Because we're the young ones
And what we want to do
is have a fucking good time
Folk Art
The crowds were pleased
The King and Queen were jubilant
All human life is here in Blackpool
Polished turds
bums willys boobs
Gigantic cans of soda pop
with arms and legs
Backsides of cows and horses
We get away with murder don't we ?
Only we can pull it off
The great repression of the British public
Bred and fed by Madame George
and bacon sarnies
Standing by ye olde wishing well
Incredible bizarre peculiar surprising
And what's wrong with that ?
Monday, 16 June 2014
Midas Touch
The story is told
and you watch it unfold
as you live with it
day after day
Silence is golden
but not when you're cold
when your cold eyes
have nothing to say
You're bought and sold
with my pieces of gold
if I touch you then
you'll have to pay
My hand's so cold
but it's not when you're
holding it that's what
you're longing to say
Now I am old
I have riches and gold
but I cried when
my love went away
Thursday, 12 June 2014
Sleep
A child who would not go to sleep
And here his Dad takes on the role
of sitting up with him all through the night
He had him curled up on his lap
in an armchair in the kitchen
At the time it seemed to him
that this torment and ordeal
would never end
But now when he looks back
he sees so well
How these long silent patient hours
spent together with his child were in fact
the most precious hours of his life
-
Counting my toes
on each foot
in turn
Starting with the left foot
First the big toe on my left foot
then the big toe on my right foot
Then the next toe
Then the next foot
and so on
Then back again
starting with the smallest toe
And then again
but this time starting with the right foot
And so it goes
Trying different ways
to exhaust all possible alternatives
to explore every permutation and paradigm
In this hopeless endless task I set myself
to seek out and achieve a final balance
To find fairness and symmetry
And then at last to go to sleep
Year on Year
Year on year
from branch to branch
and tiny twig dormouse
eating spangle gall
of ancient oak
Before mid-summer then till
favourite fruits and nuts
come into season
in the autumn
They will eat and eat
and gorge themselves on hazelnuts
To build up fat in preparation
for the winter when for many months
they will not feed at all
The Beacon (Don't Let Me Die)
Don't let me die in the city
Don't lay my body in the ground
under forecourts and car parks
and lay-bys and driveways
Burn my body in a pyre
Pile up the rough hewn timbers
under round and above
A great stack of ready firewood
cut down in proper time
From those self-same trees
Which I myself had planted
and tended over many years
By the labour of my own hands
Let me die in my country
The country of my Fathers
Let it be not far from home
But should it be so
then choose well
The aspect of
my point of leaving
On a hillside
well within clear sight
of the ocean or the sea
It's a comfort now
for me to know
Dear Mother
It's a comfort
It will always be so
Now for me to know
that you will be there too
To oversee the rites at last
To see that I'm sent off in style
In blaze of fire by night
and on into the early rising dawn
When dust and ashes
blow upon the sea breeze
And the merry wind
comes a blowing in
across the waves
To greet the newly broken day
The day that I could never know
when life went on without me
Nothing More
If you become aroused
please allow
These words
In relaxation
Indeed it's nothing more
Drawing in and lifting up
Don't waste it
Use it well
Be skillful
By force of habit
now come many other thoughts
Again and again
so many times in the past
This is the thing
And now you see
here it is
So take it and finally
release yourself
from suffering
to be your guide
Be released
Be released
In relaxation
Breath
You may well find
discomfort now
-
This pleasure and this pain
will very soon be no more
Indeed it's nothing more
than one passing moment of sensation
-
Nothing more
Just one more
One more event on the timeline
in this causal chain of life
Which must be known
to you alone
And which
One more event on the timeline
in this causal chain of life
Which must be known
to you alone
And which
when all is one
you can never share
-
Observe this private fascinating
state of physical arousal
With these words
gently naturally spontaneously
Draw it up
from the region
of your sexual organs
Gathering dissolving
Observe this private fascinating
state of physical arousal
With these words
gently naturally spontaneously
Draw it up
from the region
of your sexual organs
Gathering dissolving
Drawing in and lifting up
Don't waste it
Use it well
Be skillful
-
Starting with direct experience
of the authentic sensations
in these places
in these places
Breathing in and out
Be mindful of the downward voiding wind
-
By force of habit
now come many other thoughts
They are only there
because of links
made by association
-
Anticipation of excitement and the bliss
and release of sexual congress
with your consort
Now here it is
Anticipation of excitement and the bliss
and release of sexual congress
with your consort
Now here it is
This is exactly
what you asked for
what you asked for
Again and again
so many times in the past
This is the thing
And now you see
here it is
So take it and finally
release yourself
from suffering
Thursday, 5 June 2014
Nicola's Particular
Nicola's particular
about her choice of words
Funny ha ha or peculiar
uncommon or absurd
Merry or hilarious
gregariously learned
Or serious deliriously
speaking out of turn
She'll make you giggle
With a wiggle
and a wriggle of her nose
You'll be guaranteed to smile
From your head
down to your toes
Sexual innuendo pointing
to the bees and birds
Yes Nicola's particular
about her choice of words
When she's done
You'll rub your tummy
just below your shirt
That's because
her jokes will make you
laugh until it hurts
Crush
Summer days on our estate
of ice cream van and vapour trails
and girls in pink with pony tails
and cans of drink and painted nails
And after rain and sudden hail
dried up worms and slugs and snails
get trodden under foot and fail
to find a better future
-
What from this can we conclude ?
That little girls do as they should
but boys aren't nearly half as nice
Ask them once
They do it twice
So if you want some good advice
give sugar to the girls and spice
For little boys are far too rude
and slugs and snails should be their food
-
Now summer days are getting late
and here's a man who's found his mate
but neither he nor she can wait
to start their new adventure
For after rain and sudden hail
come girls in pink with pony tails
and who would think that they could fail
to find a better future ?
Subverting the Genre
Happy ending
Happy friend
Oh happy turn of phrase
A twist of fate
in the game
Of playing frame by frame
With the reader's expectations
At the Open Mic
Twelve noble rivers
of the county
And one more
A river of loose morals
This poem is too long
you say in just so many words
---
If you want to be my friend
I'll take that as a compliment
But if you don't
then you should know
I'll take it as an insult
Remember May 35
June 4 1989
The spectre of Tiananmen
hangs over Eastern Europe
Gorbachev says
to the Communist Party of Poland
Now we have
the Frank Sinatra doctrine
"Do it your way"
But everyone's asking
how far can they push it ???
Stability but with reform
Retrospective explanations
In the People's Republic of Amnesia
There's always gonna be
some things that you just can't say
Remember May 35
Saturday, 31 May 2014
Patience Training
Oh God
It's all just too slow
It just is
It's justice
The Dharma
The diamond cutter
Mutter mutter secret tantrum
with a mantra from Sri Lanka
Happy banter on the sofa
in the Ipswich Buddhist Centre
Sitting on the doctor's couch
you rage and rant and spew and spout
And every other word you utter
thinly sliced like bread and butter
offered to the Buddhadharma
at the meetings of the Sangha
is your chance to work off karma
loving and befriending them
To carry on until the end
and keep calm
Take refuge in the Triple Gem
Prayer for Syria
War weary
withered wasted
Worn out by fatigue
Factions fight
and people suffer
from the politics of greed
To get one over on the other man
by stealth aggression and intrigue
It can't go on
forever like this
One day peace must be restored
O Lord forgive us for our sins
and re-establish rule of law
Thursday, 20 March 2014
Grumpy Mole
-1-
Grumpy mole
Three worms in a bowl
Here's a grumpy mole
and he's living in a hole
Yeah grumpy mole
I'm a grumpy mole
Grumpy mole
with three worms in a bowl
-2-
I'm a grumpy mole
inside my hole
And I'm not coming out
till they've all been sold
So take them to the market
and see the pretty girls
And tell that my tunnel
is dark and cold
-
Dark and cold
Dark and cold
Tell them that my tunnel
is dark and cold
-3-
So hey pretty girls
with your ribbons and your curls
Come and meet the mole
with a bowl of worms
Well he may not be good looking
and he may not be kind
But a better match
would surely be hard to find
-
Grumpy mole
Grumpy mole
Come and meet your husband
He's a grumpy mole
-4-
Hey pretty girl
come down my hole
Come into my garden
I'm a grumpy mole
Yeah grumpy mole
I'm a grumpy mole
Come into my garden
I'm a grumpy mole
-5-
My dear Mister Mole
well bless my soul
How could you do such honour
to a poor young girl ?
Would you be so lucky
could you be so bold ?
To be married to an animal
who lives in a hole ?
-6-
Well he may be ugly
and he may be old
(He's quite) blind but in my eyes
he's just a man of the world
And everybody knows
'cos they've been told
Somewhere deep inside
he's got a heart of gold
Wednesday, 19 March 2014
Ten Years (2004-2014)
When I lived and worked in Russia, for a short period of time, as a teacher, I counted
among my friends Stalinist White Russians, Buddhist New-Agers, Kalmyks, and Tartars.
But the thing I loved the most was the tantalising prospect of travelling, across
land, into the far off wilderness of the Siberian North-East.
Now if you asked me where, if anywhere, I would like to live, I should say that I
would like to go and live, for the rest of my days, in the new land of Western
Ukraine.
Let the mafioso scum have the Eastern regions. Let them have their holiday resorts,
their casinos, their nightclubs and prostitutes. Let them have their place in the sun,
while on the line from foreign countries, like Syria and Somalia, their evil minions
do covert deals in weapons of destruction. Let them burn in the sun and debauch
themselves on their nationalistic machismo.
We shall complete the promise of the Orange Revolution; and everywhere renew the hopes
and dreams which were stirred up and then so cruelly broken by the ending of the Arab
Spring.
We shall complete the promise of the Orange Revolution; a permanent revolution; to
inspire the world, by our example of peaceful co-existence, with art and music,
agrarian reform, respect for the land, productivity, poetry and permaculture.
We shall invite Jews from Israel and America to come back again and resettle their
traditional homelands. Yes, we shall invite the Jews and the Gypsies, and gay men and
women from Uganda, the dispossessed from every land, and all transgressive people to
come to us from every authoritarian regime. No visa will be required; no paperwork or
passports. We shall invite all people of good faith. And all shall be made welcome.
We shan't mind at all when rich bankers from the City of London make rude remarks
about the unmanageable level of our sovereign debt.
We shall build a new wall between the East and West; a wall of flowers, laid out to
keep marauding hordes at bay.
There we shall plant holy groves of gentle trees, well tended orchards lying either
side of a crystal stream, in season bearing fruit and fragrant blooms, to mark the
passing of each year, while on either side the gardens grow and children play in the
pastures and meadows, where cattle graze contented; the milk cows and their bull, the
ram and his ewes, the billy goat and nanny goats, the horse and the donkey; and pigs
and chickens, ducks and geese and songbirds gather, round the feet of the farmhand, in
the farmyard every morning, when he brings them their feed.
In this land, once again we say, all shall be made welcome; in this land which, by a
dictator's order, saw rural famine, during the 1930s, in the heart of the bread
basket; in this land which first, alone, and uniquely among all others, chose to
voluntarily and unilaterally give up possession of the curse of its nuclear deterrent,
and yet, which still must suffer the poisonous effects of the Chernobyl disaster for
another thousand years or more.
If I could live in a country like this, this would be a country I would be proud to
call my home.
If they would have me, I'm sure we could make it happen... but it might take some
time. Yes, it might take some.
Oh dear Lord, give us more time.
Ten years should see the difference.
Only Means (A Short Essay on Social Injustice)
"there are no ends
only means
there are no means
only ends"
And I blame philosophy, if not for all our ills, then, at least, for all our woes.
Yes, philosophy would seem to be exclusively the preserve of intellect and language, but, come on now, let's think again...
Or to misquote Jesus; we must do philosophy with all our heart, with all our strength, with all our mind.
As Nietzsche said, "others do philosophy, as if they were riding on a train but, as for me, I am the train!"
We have institutions and interventions.
Some people like to say that we have values that we choose to live by in a civilised society; that it all comes down, in the end, to the choice we make collectively, to choose what kind of society we want to live in.
This last sentence is an example of a thought form produced by established discourse.
We could go on... but, in the end, it's humbug.
Wire up and plug in your bullshit detectors.
Turn up the dial to the max!
Some form gives pleasure; some form gives comfort, and some form will take it all away, so that nothing that is left is ever quite the same again.
Forms that intervene in the smooth running of outmoded institutions, no longer fit for purpose, relics of the past; in these forms we find the fountain head of new life; that strange mixture of energy and consciousness, the mind and the matter, that constitutes the world.
All things being equal, and things being as they are, I think there would have to be something seriously wrong with you anyway if you didn't have a total mental breakdown at least once in the course of your life, or contemplate the act of suicide from time to time.
And, once you have attained a certain degree of self-knowledge, and insight into your condition, I think it is only fair enough that you should be blamed and held to account for the consequences of your actions, even though you are unwell, if your condition causes you to harm yourself or those around you.
Crisis management and support for people recovering from mental illness;
what's not to like about that?
It's a hopeless situation. Yes, but let's work with it a bit.
Let's look at the left and the right, and see where it takes us.
But first, we must question our motivation.
When you read this, are you hoping to find answers?
Is there something that you want?
Will you ever get it???
What is money? What is time?
Do you have enough money? Do you have enough time?
Yes yes yes. Of course contentment is my practice;
joyful effort, in service of others, realising emptiness and bliss.
But if I were to offer you more, do you think you'd take it?
Do we want to believe? In scarcity? Or in abundance?
How can there be a scarcity of love???
Or a scarcity of ideas???
And what sense can we make of your faith in the protean rational economic agency of man?
In the production, distribution, and consumption, of goods and services; we can look at all things two ways. We can look at the demand side; and we can look at the supply side.
If psychological experiments are leading us to question our assumptions about rational economic choice (and thereby lose faith in nineteenth century notions of the balance of nature, maximisation of marginal utility, opportunity cost; equilibrium expressed by the meeting point of two sloping lines on a graph; one line rising, to show supply in terms of rising price, and one falling, to show the corresponding fall in demand); if all of this is now being opened up for re-evaluation, then let's try to look at things another way.
Let's get back to ideology and culture; back to the mental furniture, conditioning where we like to rest our bones, where we like to stand, and what we like to say.
What is our habit? What makes us feel at home?
And now let's use philosophy to make an intervention...
In British politics today, we have reduced our thinking to little more than a display of sloganeering, for either one of two brands of intransigent conviction, with regard to what works best to our advantage, in stimulating growth on the supply side.
On the right we have the brand of competition; on the left, the brand of public service.
Ultimately, both claim to be kind;
if we will allow that sometimes you have to be cruel to be kind.
In either case, if they are correct, then we could deem the outcome to be a social good; so it is not easy to say, here and now, who is being more compassionate.
If the end justifies the means, then it's hard to say who holds the moral high ground. It all depends on who is right; or as David Cameron likes to say, "what is the right thing to do."
Well he would say that, wouldn't he!
See how they play with words - see how they delight in them!!!
But, "in the end", the end can never justify the means. And why do I say that?
Because there are no ends - only means!
So which side do I come down on?
Of course, I am in favour of public service. And yes, of course, I am against competition.
But I think, perhaps, I need to explain my position in more detail; because I do understand why competition would appear, to some people, to be a necessary evil and an instrument by which we can leverage lumpen humanity, to achieve something better for itself; while on the other hand, there are many misgivings I have about signing up wholeheartedly for public service, as the panacea for all our ills.
Political ideology, in all its forms, is something we must unmask.
As they say at GCHQ, "if you've got nothing to hide, you've got nothing to be afraid of." If ideology could do its work without obfuscating itself in the process, then, perhaps, there would be no harm done. But the hubris of human kind seems to know no bounds.
Let me end with a tribute to Tony Benn. He said there are people who create wealth by hard work. (I suppose they would be the "honest hard working families" we hear so much about these days.) Then there are those people who own the wealth...
And the problem, as Tony Benn saw it, was that the people who own the wealth have too much power.
only means
there are no means
only ends"
And I blame philosophy, if not for all our ills, then, at least, for all our woes.
Yes, philosophy would seem to be exclusively the preserve of intellect and language, but, come on now, let's think again...
Or to misquote Jesus; we must do philosophy with all our heart, with all our strength, with all our mind.
As Nietzsche said, "others do philosophy, as if they were riding on a train but, as for me, I am the train!"
We have institutions and interventions.
Some people like to say that we have values that we choose to live by in a civilised society; that it all comes down, in the end, to the choice we make collectively, to choose what kind of society we want to live in.
This last sentence is an example of a thought form produced by established discourse.
We could go on... but, in the end, it's humbug.
Wire up and plug in your bullshit detectors.
Turn up the dial to the max!
Some form gives pleasure; some form gives comfort, and some form will take it all away, so that nothing that is left is ever quite the same again.
Forms that intervene in the smooth running of outmoded institutions, no longer fit for purpose, relics of the past; in these forms we find the fountain head of new life; that strange mixture of energy and consciousness, the mind and the matter, that constitutes the world.
All things being equal, and things being as they are, I think there would have to be something seriously wrong with you anyway if you didn't have a total mental breakdown at least once in the course of your life, or contemplate the act of suicide from time to time.
And, once you have attained a certain degree of self-knowledge, and insight into your condition, I think it is only fair enough that you should be blamed and held to account for the consequences of your actions, even though you are unwell, if your condition causes you to harm yourself or those around you.
Crisis management and support for people recovering from mental illness;
what's not to like about that?
It's a hopeless situation. Yes, but let's work with it a bit.
Let's look at the left and the right, and see where it takes us.
But first, we must question our motivation.
When you read this, are you hoping to find answers?
Is there something that you want?
Will you ever get it???
What is money? What is time?
Do you have enough money? Do you have enough time?
Yes yes yes. Of course contentment is my practice;
joyful effort, in service of others, realising emptiness and bliss.
But if I were to offer you more, do you think you'd take it?
Do we want to believe? In scarcity? Or in abundance?
How can there be a scarcity of love???
Or a scarcity of ideas???
And what sense can we make of your faith in the protean rational economic agency of man?
In the production, distribution, and consumption, of goods and services; we can look at all things two ways. We can look at the demand side; and we can look at the supply side.
If psychological experiments are leading us to question our assumptions about rational economic choice (and thereby lose faith in nineteenth century notions of the balance of nature, maximisation of marginal utility, opportunity cost; equilibrium expressed by the meeting point of two sloping lines on a graph; one line rising, to show supply in terms of rising price, and one falling, to show the corresponding fall in demand); if all of this is now being opened up for re-evaluation, then let's try to look at things another way.
Let's get back to ideology and culture; back to the mental furniture, conditioning where we like to rest our bones, where we like to stand, and what we like to say.
What is our habit? What makes us feel at home?
And now let's use philosophy to make an intervention...
In British politics today, we have reduced our thinking to little more than a display of sloganeering, for either one of two brands of intransigent conviction, with regard to what works best to our advantage, in stimulating growth on the supply side.
On the right we have the brand of competition; on the left, the brand of public service.
Ultimately, both claim to be kind;
if we will allow that sometimes you have to be cruel to be kind.
In either case, if they are correct, then we could deem the outcome to be a social good; so it is not easy to say, here and now, who is being more compassionate.
If the end justifies the means, then it's hard to say who holds the moral high ground. It all depends on who is right; or as David Cameron likes to say, "what is the right thing to do."
Well he would say that, wouldn't he!
See how they play with words - see how they delight in them!!!
But, "in the end", the end can never justify the means. And why do I say that?
Because there are no ends - only means!
So which side do I come down on?
Of course, I am in favour of public service. And yes, of course, I am against competition.
But I think, perhaps, I need to explain my position in more detail; because I do understand why competition would appear, to some people, to be a necessary evil and an instrument by which we can leverage lumpen humanity, to achieve something better for itself; while on the other hand, there are many misgivings I have about signing up wholeheartedly for public service, as the panacea for all our ills.
Political ideology, in all its forms, is something we must unmask.
As they say at GCHQ, "if you've got nothing to hide, you've got nothing to be afraid of." If ideology could do its work without obfuscating itself in the process, then, perhaps, there would be no harm done. But the hubris of human kind seems to know no bounds.
Let me end with a tribute to Tony Benn. He said there are people who create wealth by hard work. (I suppose they would be the "honest hard working families" we hear so much about these days.) Then there are those people who own the wealth...
And the problem, as Tony Benn saw it, was that the people who own the wealth have too much power.
Thursday, 13 February 2014
Winter Olympics
Weather the storm
the icy blast and angry swollen rivers
Emergency evacuating livestock
and protecting property
Saving lives must always be
our aim and top priority
The PM said today
that money is no object
This is not a blank cheque
said the Secretary of Transport
Money's not the issue
but someone disagrees
And here again we have
the rhetoric of prudence and good sense
With reference to good housekeeping
While hiding under cover
of frank discussion and genuine concern
As always they continue
to pursue their own agenda
Core voters who support
the small state ideology
And all the while the rains falls
unabated on the saturated ground
In the work being carried out
to deal with this crisis
Who knows what is right
and what is wrong ?
When the war goes on in Syria
and Korea has the bomb ?
-
What do nomadic tribesmen think
when they see gay women ski in Sochi ?
And far away in space
a probe is landing on a comet ?
-
Who can you trust these days ?
Is there someone out there ?
Someone you can trust
and someone to admire ?
Raymond Williams ?
Stuart Hall or the legacy of Thatcher ?
What plays to the public ?
Who cares ?
Well I do for one
and also so does everyone
This is the spirit of our time
which brings us all together
When we're pumping out the water
and fighting for our homes
Hubris
Would we do well to heed the call
and take up arms against this tyrant ?
Or is this what enables us
to find a husband or a wife ?
To raise our children and discern
the meaning of our lives
Should we be guided
by Churchill's definition of success ?
To go from one failure to the next
without losing confidence
Or losing concentration
Or will such good advice
just lead us down the path to self delusion ?
It sounds to me more
like the motto of the man
who would lead us into war
No more than hubris in extremity
the pride before the fall
A recipe for King's
who lose their heads
Or burn their buns
as prelude to disaster
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